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OH. I'M SOOO DEAD. HAHAHAH.

HAHA. I'm can't believe I'm doing this. I'm at his house, & I even gave him cigg. OMGGGG. Hmmm, really hate it eh. I juat can't control myself. Zzzz, & that fxcuking hongster didn't even pei me. For th past 2hours at his house. I'm going home now leeee. I really can't stand him already laaa. Argh, this is like th don't know how many hundreds times I saying this already. ; & I still, have not done that. I can't stand this kind of life anymore. Him laughing at my stupidity, how retarded I am, how blur I am. To not know whatever SHIT he's been doing out there. Well, I really don't know. My brain is blank, and my heart is down. So down, pushed by all th fears of him leaving me; fear of how much more will he hurt me further. Sometimes i feel, that my life's so not worth it. Maybe it's worthy in my parents heart, by to him, I'm nothing. I hate it when he always come and apologise, for whatever nonsense he did, when I started crying and shouting. This is th time that my mind will go blank. I just can't think properly. I dont know what to do........

5:58 AM  -  I didn't even know its coming ♥


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